thankyou.
thankyou everyone very much for your kind posts and
thoughts to my pathetic situation. i mean, its not
pathetic entirely, cuz depression is a natural emotion
that humans feel, especially me right now, but its
just upsetting to me because i dont want to miss out
on the beautiful things in life, and just living in
joy and happiness because i have to rely on injections
for food. the thing that bothers me, is that i see
how beautiful and rich life can be, and then i just
get irritated because i have to deal with this extra
burden/responsibility all the time. but then i also
look at others who are in a much worse situation and
i should be and i have to be thankful that im not so
bad off. im only 22, i still have alot to learn in life,
but im going to try to stay as positive as i can, cuz
i really hate being depressed, its the worst feeeling
in thee world, especially when i see so many other people
getting the most out of life and being so happy.
thats all i want, to live life normally and be able to
relax and be happy. that doesnt seem like to much to ask
for…anyways, thankyou so much everyone for your posts.
im definitely going to be using this mailing list as
a support mechanism because i dont have any other real
way to talk to type 1 diabetics. this mailing list is
a great help for me. im just always so anxious over my
condition because im trying to control everything, theres
so many factors involved, when in fact, i know that i cant
fully be in control. its this endless cycle of helplessness
that drives me mad. but as of tomorrow, its a new day and
im going to try once again to be positive.
thankyou everyone so much again. i appreciate your
concern and personal experiences. sincerely, bassem