hospital
Tuesday, November 1st, 2005Hi all,
Right now I’m on an inpatient psych unit.
Yesterday I told my doctor that I wanted to take too much insulin, and she sent me here. I have huge urges to misuse my pump and take more insulin than I am supposed to. I am supposed to see an endocrinologist to make a plan so that I can take my pump off for a couple of days. He was supposed to come today but I haven’t seen him. Tonight I am going to ask my nurse if we can take my pump off and just do sliding scale insulin until I see the doc.
I just really want to go home.
Jenny
–
All who see me jeer at me; they
toss their heads and sneer…
Oh God, my God, why have you
abandonded me?
–Psalm 22